Don't Close Your Eyes

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This blog was opened by (LAU BOON YEE) to accomodate (LAUUU BOOOON YEEEE)'s mindless musings and daily rantings. Do pay for my words, and know that i love me! !

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I shot for the sky but im stuck on the ground.
I thought i could fly so why did i drown?
So why do i try i know im gonna fall down.
i never know why its coming down, down, down.

its my first post after Os. Well, life goes on. Isnt it? I find that before Os, i have a whole lists of what to do in my mind. Now, im completely clueless. Its always this kind of feeling which i feel lost, detached from myself. Is starting from scratch fun? I really dont know and im quite hesitant to want to. Its not like everything you had done came crumbling down, its just that you must, its a part and parcel of life. I never enjoy it, though. So i guess i've got to get used to this, this feeling i've never liked.

Anyway, i should be wild and happy after Os. And i am.
i found this job as a personnel at a kids Lounge in Vivo. This job is really one of the most relaxing one that i've heard of. I just have to take care of children, watch movies and play with them and look after some toy horses which the children (strictly their parents) pay to sit on. I went on tuesday and i spent the whole day reading by jodi picoult. The supervisor told me to bring my whole library down there. Well, i got ready and borrowed some Stephen kings' books that was so hysterically discussed by bilal and yu fen. Fine, i'll read, i'll definitely do so. One change i see in me was that i started reading, something i had never done after primary 3 or so. i dont mean read but reading voluntarily. I think tomorrow would be a busy day because its saturday. Yes, i have to work on weekends. Its my birthday next sunday. HAHA. im okay with celebrating my birthday alone actually. I've done so for many times in this sixteen ( 15 i mean) years of my life. Sometimes i'll tell the whole world its my birthday and get their attention, but on the day itself, i very much like to be left alone. This is always the feeling that i had. Dumb, idk why it brews in me. It gets people irritated sometimes i know, but i always have this, i cant just shake it away. Btw, we dont call this moodswing.

i'll be working tomorrow! Great LBY.
im bring yufen with me tmrw and apply for my job. My friend will love reading with me. Actually, i do.
Anyway, a BIG THANKYOU to yu fen for her MEGA-DUPER fantastic lunch today. She invited Janani, genevieve, Xue ci, Weng wan( yes, weng. No, you didnt see anything wrong) and me. Its for the birthday present we gave her. She treated us pizza, spaghetti, chicken with XO and many more. The deepest impression i had was drinking 6 bags of tea with Xue ci and weng. Thats the reason why i cant sleep now. And also we chatted for 5 hours. Now, thats what i call a worthwhile holiday. We love you friend!

Im currently deeply in love with Paul Weasly and im in FC of vampire diaries.
GAGAHH!! Mama, what can i do when he's so hot? Its been a while since im crazy over a guy. im watching this show on web after seeing its first ep on mobtv. They just want us to buy after attracting us. I'll buy it and tell my mum that i accidentally did so. I told her my plan and she rejected me. How irritating it is to search for it on net with a few episodes having errors here and there. They just want us to download their virus and im pissed.

AHHH! im really going gaga.
I think i'll buy it.

HIPPOPOTAMUS. HIP-POP-OTA-MUS.
thats how we spell them but can i break them up this way?
nah, its easier to remember.

This is really something that will make me go BOOMZ!
i want to show you what i call BOOM.

NEUTRAL.

GAHHHHHHHH.
i've been online twice today. I just wanted to download and transfer some files into my phone. Sad to say, i cant find my cable. Its the fifth time this month. Its really frustrating and dampening. Anyone wants to try? So i totally disagree with the latest technology which keeps coming up with gadgets that are small/mini into the market. They will become smaller and smaller and smaller till NANO! NANO. Damn piece of string. i'll show you how fierce i can be/.

i guess i really shouldnt be here. I can play all i want after this period. Till then, no one really cares. isnt it?
ohya, the teacher spent lesser ink on my composition this time. YAY. I'll try to reduce their usage of inks on my paper, do this favour for them and also for myself.

No one is online. Even liangwei whom i labelled as "always online". Hmm, maybe it has something to do with my timing. Im getting a bit sleeping after all this typing. Anyway, i think i dont like holidays anymore. I prefer sitting in class and chatting or listening to " singers" during recess ( even if they are unprofessional and their singing could cause serious injury to your eardrums). Comeon, they are still my friends. haha. Yufen says liangwei has the gift of carving songs into a person's memory and making it unforgettable after he sings it. i guess that wasnt bad.

SOOOOO. LETS GO !
LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY LBY.
ADD OIL EVEN IF YOU ARE BLOATED.
cause you'll enjoy it ((:

upper east siders rolling down the streets.

i saw this while bloghopping,
" dont waste your feelings and hope on love"

i think its in
but i think this makes sense.

Today, at noon, i went to eat at the japanese foodcourt with the UES.
Although i eat there, i still think that the food arent equivalent to their price.
After that we went to LW place to cook this.

5 men pizza.
Theres 2 pizzas in total, around 30cm in diameter each.
CUTE! We didnt buy the readymade pizza, we only bought the crust, sauce and meat. The cost of ingredients is expensive, $30+. Not worth it, but it was fun. I think all of us found our talent- talent in cooking. The pizza was nice. Actually it was filling i ate two slices and im full.

its really kind of his parents to lend us their kitchen even though they know we'll make a mess out of it. LW's parents encourage him to cook, so maybe he will become a great chef one day.
unbelievable. He just wants to sleep almost every minute, doesnt him? wondering if he can make it? i assure you, when it comes to cooking, he becomes energetic, enthusiastic and for the first time, alive. Passion vs glutton? haha. HEY, he's my friend.

its 1am. SLEEP.

i dont know, i dont really care. its about me and about who i am. Everyone's special.
Because he's taken you for granted, and everything HE had got destroyed.

So end it happily ! ((:

CUTE!
im surfing, chatting and blog hopping.

So kill me.
i think im eating a lot nowdays and its a good sign.
off i go to eat again.

my blogger isnt working and im getting tired of it.
so blogger you arent good.
dont get misled, im not switching to other networks.
see you!

"thats how we roll" is what my explorer personal says.
yay!

MISS FANTASTIC-

Blogger looks funny right now, i dont think i enjoy using it as much as before. haha.

i think i miss junting a lot. In case anyone doesnt know this fantastic woman, i will introduce her to you. She is currently 17 this year since her birthday is in january. So, she graduated last year from ytss and was promoted to yjc. She was from ytss 4e7. She is a band member: french hornist and QUARTER MASTER. She is a super nice senior and friend. i remember going home with her since sec1. After band, we would walk to the far 859 bus stop in the old campus and on the way we will complain about everything. she influenced me a lot. It was her who nurtured this super duper rebellious band member. We complain about leaders all time. haha. it was really fun. She will also tell me about how tough things are. Since she is one year my senior, she will tell me about things that are going on. i can still recall how much she detest mr wee and how she changed her impression of him after a year. She told and taught me a lot.This went on to sec2 and nothing change. In sec3 we shifted back to the new campus, and yup, she was still a darn good senior.
When she stepped down, i didnt cry and i didnt buy any presents for her. After that, we came to school together. i know it was tough that time and she often cried and break down. Well, although it wasnt what she wanted, it was consider okay. After that, she left. She didnt came for ROD and so up till now, no present was given to her. At least, she went to a jc, thats what she always wanted.

My, how i miss her. i have a lot to tell you.
About how i understood what you went through.
We went into the same hall in jan this year, i walked out looking down and washed by tears.
Well, senior, if you are with me now, i know what you will tell me.
"JIA YOU! " right?
yes, jia you, add oil. All the best to you too.
((: i will remember what you've said.
only gratitudes and loves.